Old Times

It seems as if sometimes I get lost in old memories of grade school and highschool and college times. I wonder about what all those people are doing now. Those old friends I had, even those old boyfriends. Today I read in the paper that my very first boyfriend, (when I was 14) had a baby. I guess it just made me wonder for a while. What if I had went down any other road and ended up with someone else other then my husband. What kind of life would I have. Maybe I would be thinner, or wealthier or happier. Then I think, maybe I would be living in a trailer park or maybe my husband couldn't have kids. I guess it's all in Gods big plan. I love my husband sooooo much and I love my kids more then anything in the world. And then when I think about how much better my life could be, I realize it really couldn't. Real life is not like the tv show or the movies. So, yeah, I guess I wonder and think about things. But mostly, I just think about how great things are.

My Little Guy

My little guy will be one year old next month. Wow! It seems like it was just last week when I was going into the hospital to give birth. He sure didn't stay a baby for very long. He was big when he was born, and already up to 30 pounds. He is as big as a 2 year old! My big guy was a lot smaller when we was born and he is 4 and a half now. My oh my, where does the time go! I get so excited when I think about what they might do with their lives. Who they will marry, what they will become. You know what, life really is good.